Jumping, Jiving, Wailing and hot guys?

Tonight was a good night. Not only do my feet feel like they are going to fall off from dancing in very tall wedges from 8-11 but I was able to see many so-so guys dressed up and looking quite hot.... except for a guy wearing a sweater-vest (yes, it did have that awkward triangular patter on the front), there were even military guys (three to be exact. Although, one had a girl friend, and one wasn't very attractive so I guess that leaves...one). Now what was this magical night? Something my city/school likes to call Jump Jive and Wail. Yes, my school's very own jazz band preforms for the night. We might be the loudest bunch of people, I had to walk back to my car and all the way down about 2 streets I could still hear the music. There was great food, great music, great friends.
At first I was very reluctant to go, I figured it would be stupid like most of my middle school dances had been ,but instead I am now extremely happy I went. I mean who knows, I might even track down the military guy's phone number (;



ahh... i feel like such a girl. this post is so unlike me.
excuse me while I go vomit.
Or stab myself...
either one works for me.

Past Lives?

Recently past lives have been an interest of mine and if you knew me better you would know that when I am truly interested in something I'll put a lot of time into researching whatever it is. So, I decided to search online and see if there is a way to remember your past life. Most of the sites said 'Meditation' but it's not just the meditation you do in yoga you have to add a few other steps. I am going to try it later but do you guys believe in past lives?

A rickety old castle controlled by a fire-demon where an egotistic wizard lives....

I never thought I'd be so in love with an anime movie where the boy looks more like a girl than the main character but needless to say, I am. It all started in 7th grade when my favorite teacher in the world turned on a movie because it was the last week of school and he happened to turn on 'Howl's Moving Castle'. With a groan i began to watch, at this point I was thinking it would be the worst thing I could possibly see because I am a horror movie fanatic, I an typically not interested in boring plots where no one is gorily killed. By the end of the movie I was in love. I had forgotten about this movie until yesterday when I was browsing Netflix and there it was. The movie. I watched it and as I am typing, I am watching it again. This is my favorite movie right now and I am still baffled by this. Do you think it's possible to have a crush on a cartoon character? Because I would defiantly have fire-children with Calcifer the fire-demon who I must say, is the cutest demon I've seen.

I feel like I can't stop writing.

Right now my mind won't stop running. I'm chasing myself in circles and let's just say I'm getting dizzy. Floating in and out of consciousness my hands keep writing but my eyes are closing. Each time I close my eyes and feed my computer to the beast hiding under the bed, I feel fully awake again. I swear I must be mad. Why can't I feel this way in my classes? At the moment it looks like I will probably only get about 5 hours of sleep, which isn't a good thing considering all of the boring classes are tomorrow. If only they made a energy drink that actually worked, instead of ones that keep you awake because you have to sit on the toilet for five hours. There's nothing I hate more than people who are grumpy from lack of sleep, although, I must say, I am probably transforming into one as we speak. I'm betting that I will press the snooze button at least six times. Oh well, the more the merrier in this case. Well, I think I'm going to let the monsters escape in my dreams now. Goodnight stranger.

Girl eatten by boy.

This is me right now without a doubt. A boy seems to be gnawing on my head and I can't get rid of him. Ever had that happen to you? I want to slouch into a broken capital 'l' shape (a quasi-fetal position you might say). This boy is your typical douche-lord. The one who acts like a dick to befriend guys then is sweet and somewhat caring when talking to girls so that he can get in their pants. Either way this boy is toying with my friends... and me. I want to sock him right in the face with my wimpy fists and make sure he bleeds. But don't worry, there's always a good side to these stories aren't there?...I guess not always but for now it is. After tearing through girl's hearts many of the ex's are getting revenge. I, of course, am not included because right now it sounds like a cheesy chic-flick, but let's just say I know their plans and he will get what he deserves. Besides, it could always suck more.

If you think YOU'RE weird, you have another thing coming.

I have a simple question. Do you believe in past lives?

This is 'Where My Secrets Hide".

So, new comer, are you ready? You'll learn that I'm definitely more than quasi-weird and you'll learn I like the word quasi. But since this is my first post I can't unload everything which I soon will. I'll just give you the basics. I'm Taylor. Almost 16 years of age. A writer in the making. I go to an art school for exactly what I'm doing...writing. I post at odd hours and sometimes my mind won't stop working, even when I'm sleeping. Enough of me yet? Yep, me too.